The DNA of the Book: Intro

The Makings of Bringing my Vision to life.

Now yall...I've been telling yall about this forever and I hate to keep revisiting my idea that I've yet to bring to fruition. In an honest and transparent moment, I've not been living how I've talked about becuz had I done so...we'd be 2-3 yrs into celebrating a whole launch yet here I am...steady avoiding and bshytin on the gift I know I've been given. It sounds good saying it out loud but I drop the ball at executing. I can be harsh with myself becuz self-awareness is sexy right?!

I am putting this in a whole post to keep myself accountable. What I'd hate to have happen is, this post come back to haunt me...5 yrs..10 yrs...20 yrs down the line or if someone randomly asks me, "hey whatever happened to that time you said you wanted to..." Yall I'd cringe. I can have so much energy for everything else and make time yet freeze up with moving pass what I jot down on paper or come up with during conversations with "Chatty".

I'm sick of myself for being sick about myself. No LOL!!! Ok so now that I've beat myself up, it's time to shift. No more excuses. I know what I envision and if I can see it, then I can be it. If I just believe it, there's nothing to it.

Sorry yall...I couldn't resist hahaha. Don't change the channel just yet. Sheesh!! Ok so yea, we are in March. I am coming up with a timeline to hold myself against to ensure I don't come on here looking crazy. By the end of April which is the finale to first quarter of the year; I WILL HAVE something produced. What is the something? The title, the cover, the color scheme, the context, the format. I'm looking to have direction for this vision because I don't believe God is gonna keep telling me to do it much longer.

This is personal to me. For me. An extension of me and I want to share it with you. The beauty I am learning in aging is...what more do we have to lose? I am loving the resurgeance of our favorite "back in the day" artists dropping music with more meanining after learning life but also with no expectations to win a Grammy. It's beyond the accolades at this point becuz my previous work has solidified I AM HER!! I have nothing to prove and I'm in such a great space of peace and love that I'm doing it for the passion and not chasing a dollar behind it.

This project is going to be a representation of me in a way that I want this to embody my confidence to show a roundhouse of my prissy n peculiar side as wink to my personality and a hint of my style n flair. I'm gonna keep the title of this post in motion to follow the process and you're more than welcome to also...follow the journey ☕📖